Home is the place to be

Balthazar couldnt call Heaven home anymore. Not when -home- is Cas and now that he he has mated, has bonded with Cas, home is always with him in some way.

He found himself a nice peaceful little heaven, one alot like the one Cas liked to be in, but a different park. He finds himself under the shade of a tree and he finds himself relaxing completely closing his eyes and spreading his wings, here he truly did glow…here he felt the twins take in the feel of heaven, felt them soak it in like sponges, felt them growing faster than they would on Earth…felt his vessel adjusting to keep them supported. It itched like hell until…until it just…didnt and He felt like he is starving the whole time, opening the bag he brought with him, he started to eat…and eat…when he ran out of food within the first hour earth time, it had been a week in heaven and just the constant eating combined with the pregnancy was definitely making his baby bump bigger and he keeps a constant hand on it to keep an eye on the twins, to make sure they’re doing okay…and by the time an hour and 45 mins earth time had passed, he can tell they’re going to be healthy strong little buggers.

And now he had Cas by his side, and Cas would get to watch and feel the twins grow in the short time Balthazar would be up in heaven… it is perfect…

Aches and love

(By http://euclase-spn.tumblr.com/ )

Balthazar stayed where he was, stayed holding Cas, because his mate needed him, needed his warmth and love and just his being there. But it didnt stop how uncomfortable Balthazar is, he felt that aching pain in his pelvic area, he had to fight not to make a sound and to not squirm like he desperately wanted to. The kiddos currently causing this state of unease are fighting for space and his grace is making his vessel accommodate it and fuuuck why couldnt his grace do it in a less painful way?

He desperately wants to move, but he cant and wont, not when Cas is so weak and warm in his arms and the cocoon of his wings, his mate having just tossed LEviathan into Purgatory once more with a mighty effort. Balthazar is so proud of him, his grace still curled aroundCas’ around his mate’s and he lets his grace  delves into cas’ and just soak it in, soak in Cas metaphysically as he breathed in Cas physically.

Their kids are lucky to have Cas as one of their daddies. Cause cas would do anything for them, anything and everything, because that’s who Cas is and Balthazar loves him for it…and falls asleep to dream of the twins and of Cas holding one of them and playing a game of peekaboo with his wings and Balthazar and the other baby watching, Balthazar whispering tips on how to pick up the other sex quietly when Cas isnt paying attention… It’s perfect.